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who ever thought you could miss someone so much
have your heart torn in two as they walk away
be left with nothing after they are gone

its funny how you look back and see their effect
how much they were a part of the life you once had
and all you ever want is to be back
in their arms
having them hold you
taking care of you

the heart gets so attached to things
so entwined in them
it can never let go
and never forget, even if it does forgive
he was there
for better or worse he was there
how can i hate him?

those things that you found so annoying
become the things you wish you had with you
everything abut them becomes real
and your heart crys for that same moment all those moons ago

i see him everyday
and yet i miss what was never there
i miss him so much more than i ever thought i could
and its stupid because he was never there
he took care of me but what did i have?
a friend?
something more?
or nothing at all...

now all i want is too run away
never see him
ever
i want to be free of this spell
i want to forget
to give up what ever it was, if it ever was anything
i want to cry
i want to scream
i want to quit
but i cant hate him
he did more for my than he'll ever know

i never thought that i could miss him
i never thought that i would miss him
but i do
and every time i see him
the world spins
and my eyes go black.
Mood:
cold when will my heart be ok?
Music:
Three Days Grace
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On December 24th, 2005 01:54 am (UTC), (Anonymous) commented:
who do you keep writing about?
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On January 16th, 2006 12:50 am (UTC), image_cracked replied:
who are you? you've commented twice anonymous... who are you?
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